time wasted...

random thoughts...

seems like i've been wasting my creative talent or just delaying projects that i've had in mind. i'm not making it an excuse but it's like there's never enough extra time or energy to make things happen. but if other people can do it, why can't i?

so i'm gonna start with paint. i totally suck at painting. i didnt do well in college in art fundamentals with paint and i'm sure this first project will reflect my poopoo skills. but i have to start somewhere. i've been saying i've been wanting to do artwork for our place for the past couple of years. ape even bought be paint and a canvas for xmas last year or was it two years ago. that's been collecting dust.

so since the apt is a mess and in the process of moving, i'm gonna go ahead and add to the mess and make my own mess. it's gonna be a late night too, we've got plenty to do tonight like help friends out with their wedding stuff, play with diggy, start a plan to pack, do paperwork etc. but if i don't do something tonight then i have a feeling it will never get done. and hopefully me writing this down will make stick to the plan.